my grandpa died

[christinafairy]

so I have to drive all the way home AGAIN to
go to his funeral...

you may think I'm heartless but I DON'T WANT TO
FUCKING GO!!!!

But if I don't, then my family will be pissed off
at me.

It's just..I haven't had a real conversation with
my grandpa....since I've been 3 years old!?!?!

So why do I have to go?

ALl my relatives will be trying to hug me and say things they really don't truly mean.

I just want to be left alone.

Comments

la tristesse durera, ma cherie

[ex-prettymou937.livejournal.com]

hey...

I'm so sorry. If I were there, I'd protect you from the evil relatives. :/ Let me know how you're doing, alright? *hugs*

Re: la tristesse durera, ma cherie

[christinafairy.livejournal.com]

I'll be okay. I just don't want to be stuck in a church with a certain pervy uncle and other people
that will be crying and asking me if I'm "alright"
when I obviously AM because I DON'T. CARE.

yeah.