Hi there. Happy Belated Birthday, Sweetheart. I am sorry I haven't been able to email you, but I've had a really rough summer, so I thought I'd quickly drop you a line here.

I need you to help me. Maybe I need the voice of reason, who knows. I've fallen in love, and you know of her. Kes', and she lives in Derbyshire, England. I want to get there, because I know I can't live here anymore. My mom has kicked me out twice in the last two months, and all of June I lived with Jermaine in his apartment because she was serious.

I can't live here anymore. But I have no money. I have nothing. I just need the plane ticket and a few bucks to get me around. I've wanted to apply at the University of South Derbyshire, so I plan on keeping on with my Schooling, but living in Minnesota is no longer an option.

I miss you. Badly. I'm bored out of my mind. I need to go home, and at this point in time, Home is in England. I am ready this time, and I need to get out of here soon or I am going to fade. I won't end up like my mother, nor my so-called friends. I can't do it here anymore. I am breaking...

Babes, help me.

I love you, I always will,
Sarah xoxox